Fabrice Arbidoux was the man of my dreams and I knew it the moment I laid eyes on him. He was powerful, gorgeous, and insatiable in bed. He came into my life and changed it forever. I couldn’t get enough of him and I didn’t want to. He was my knight in shining amour and all mine. My lack of self-esteem, fear of backlash, and memories of a very difficult past relationship had me constantly doubting his love for me. I even let him go for a while. But, I couldn’t let him go. I needed him as much as I needed to breathe. He risked it all for me without a blink of an eye. Was I worth it? He said I was. He showed me I was every day. I pray that it stays this good. But, I doubt it will. Nothing ever stays this good.